Youth for Christ
Ordinary Teen doing extraordinary mission
Since 2010
Reblogging because this is an awesome art-related post. not because of Zayn. Lupet! #nohateintended
Happy Father’s Day.
I lost my dad when I was just 4 years young. I didn’t get the chance to tell him how much I love him because I still don’t know how to express the love I’m feeling, because of my innocence. My only way to show how much I love him is to kiss him randomly or sometime hug him. I didn’t get the chance to tell him my first time experiences, even those ‘firsts’ that made me feel bad. I didn’t get to enjoy for a long time that “sitting-on-the-lap” moments with him. I didn’t get to enjoy for a long time asking him to fetch me up at school, or asking him to attend parent’s forums. I didn’t get the chance to greet him a Happy Father’s Day.
So for you guys who still have their dad’s with them, hug them even for a second. It eases up the stress they’re feeling after a long tiring day. Do not feel bad if you think they are overprotecting you. They just love you that much. Tell them how much you love them because we don’t know until when they’re gonna be with us. Express your gratitude by saying how much you care for them and how much you respect them or by simply saying thank you every time they give you your allowances. Kiss them not only today, but everyday of your life, because it shows them how much you love them.
If I’d be given a chance to go back in time, I would enjoy every single moment with Papa. It’s hard to live without a father in a family. The feeling is incomplete and you can’t get rid of those moments that you feel bad for not having a dad, for not having someone to protect you or make you feel safe.
love your dad. do no take them for granted.
I went to UBELT.
But I did not attend the UBMU. I went to UBELT to buy art stuff that we need in our major subjs. Heck yeah, I consumed almost an equivalent of my weekly allowance in just one day. The gastos of my course is really getting serious. I still don’t have textbooks, yet. I guess it’s better if we start using ebooks, kasi mas affordable and hindi pa hassle kasi lightweight.
Sobrang pagod ako ngayong araw na ‘to. From 10am-6pm, we’re travelling. I didn’t even get the chance to grab my lunch because I am somehow afraid na baka mag-short yung budget ko.
And to ease up the stress I’m feeling right now, I will attend household meeting, kahit di ko ka-household. I’ve been absent for 2 household days sa household ko, so it’s time to make bawi.
Gtg.
I’m no broken, I’m broke.
Nakakadukha talaga yung requirements sa school. Sana yung ulan, pera na lang. HAHA. Pag ganun, ilalabas ko yung drum namin. Jk! Ewan, nakakalungkot kasi nung feels eh. Parang pakiramdam ko maghihirap na talaga kami ng bonggang bongga, anytime soon. HAHA. Kasi sa isang subject, isang libo na agad gastos.
Pero dahil ginusto ko ito, ipu-push ko ‘to. Sana lang talaga pwede na ako sa RX, para naman kumi-kita na pag may time. Saka para makaipon at makatulong na rin kay Mama. Yknow?
Kaka-broke ah. HAHA.
I BECAME MYSELF. ☺
Since I became a youth for Christ, all of the things na hindi ko gusto sa sarili ko, nai-let go ko. I used to be so insecure, and sobrang takot akong mag-try ng bagay-bagay. Kasi laging nasa isip ko na there’s always someone better than I am. Most of the time pa, nagbabago ako ng ugali to fit-in. Yes, may kaibigan ako, pero hindi ako masaya. Pero nung naging YFC ako, naniwala akong in God’s eyes, I am the best. Since then, I live with no regrets. Kasi nagagawa ko yung mga bagay na gusto kong gawin. Kahit minsan hindi successful, iba pa rin yung fulfillment kapag nagawa mo eh. May kaibigan na ako, masaya pa ako.
Mas naging close din ako sa family ko ngayon. Since ang YFC dapat source ng unity sa family, I became one. Iniwasan kong maging selfish para makasundo ko yung Kuya ko at bunso namin kapatid. Niyaya ko na sa KFC yung kapatid ko, KFC na siya ngayon. Tapos si Kuya, pinagpe-pray ko pa na pumayag nang mag-SFC. HIHI.
Lahat naman nadadaan sa prayers eh. Sabi ko noon kay God, tulungan niya ako, willing naman akong magbago eh. I accepted my shortcomings, my imperfections, kaya ito.. nakilala ko na yung totoong ako.
I was doing our first plate sa Freehand drawing when suddenly this image came across my mind. 10 sketches kasi yun, yung iba random lang.. and this is the simplest of all, and my personal favorite. This, I could say, is full of emotion.. kahit sobrang plain niya, naiiyak ako habang ginagawa to.
And yes, I can’t get rid of it.. because Papa is a part of me. I miss him, so much.. very much. Kung pwede lang mag-time travel babalikan ko siya tas isasama ko siya sa future kasi gusto kong i-kwento sa kanya yung nangyayari sa akin ngayong college na ako. Gusto ko iki-kiss ko pa rin siya bago ako pumasok, o kaya ihatid niya ako sa school, tulad nung ginagawa niya dati.
Hi, Papa. I know na hanggang ngayon binabantayan mo kami. And sana, proud ka sa akin Papa. I will do everything para mas maging proud ka pa sa akin. I miss you, Papa. I love you.. forever.
